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Sunday, August 24, 2003
Gillium: Good evening, Gene. Did you rest well?

Gene: /yawns and lets out a small chuckle/ Hell no! But it was worth it./grins/ I can't believe we finally caught the bastard! /stretches and sits his chin in his hand/ I am sooooo ready to get back home to Juste and Schu.

Gillium: Do you think this means you will once again be trapped away from the Inne as you were before?

Gene: /shurgs/ Who can tell? All I know is that I'm gonna get to be with them one way or the other and I can't wait! With the all the money we nabbed for bringing his little boss buddies in with him we're set for life. /cackles/ I can't wait to officially celebrate. Maybe I can convince Jim to come, he can't stay mad forever after all. All I gotta do is lay on some charm, maybe a quick shoulder rub, or if he's really adventurous... /evil grin/

Gillium: /blinks/ Please say that you are joking. You cannot possibly be considering such a foolhardy move.

Gene: Why not? I think it's a great plan.

Gillium: Jim is not as...carnal as you, Gene.

Gene: So it's something to work on. He can't be totally chaste. I know that much after our little night together.

Gillium: ....

Gene: What? You know something I don't?

Gillium: I know nothing you should not know.

Gene: Hmmm...why does that sound like you're avoiding something?

Gillium: I am afraid I cannot say.

Gene: There it goes again. You are avoiding something, aren't you?

Gillium: I am not at liberty to discuss it.

Gene: /picks up the drone/ Okay, you. Spill.

Gillium: Please, Gene. I cannot, I was ordered not to disclose the conversation.

Gene: Ordered by who? I'm the captain! Why don't I order you to--/door chimes followed by a familiar voice over the comlink/

Jim: Hey, Aniki...you got a minute. We need to talk.

Gene: /looks toward the door, then at Gillium and whispers/ I know you're responsible for that distraction somehow. I'm asking again later. /goes to a normal voice level/ Come on in, Jim! /glares at Gillium again/ An as for you. Post as is so I can remember precisely what you said.

Gillium: /sweatdrops/ Right away, Gene. /posts as is/

posted by Gene Starwind 1:47 AM
Sunday, July 20, 2003
Gillium: Forgive me, Gene, but you look positively wretched.

Gene: I feel wretched. Maaan, you think life can't possibly get worse and something comes along to completely fuck you over.

Gillium: I am afraid I do not follow your reasoning.

Gene: I had sex with Omi.

Gillium: /blink/ You seem to be developing a penchant for the younger generation. I find that rather disturbing.

Gene: You find it disturbing? What about me?! /plops into his chair and drops his chin on his palm/ At least Omi is legal, he just looks like jailbait.

Gillium: Yet you do not seem vindicated.

Gene: Hell no! The kid had some sort of breakdown just as we got finished. Schu claims it isn't my fault, but damnit Gillium. I wasn't exactly gentle. Even if I'm not the real reason I was probably some kind of trigger. I shouldn't have done it...even if he needed it. I should have stalled for Schu and Juste, given him a backrub, started a waterfight, anything but give in. It's unfair I tell you, nobody with that sweet a face should put out that much lust. It's a recipie for disaster.

Gillium: I am afraid your train of thought once again leaves me confused.

Gene: Okay, look. Omi got nabbed by Nakago, same asshole who fucked up Yotan and Hakkai. Nakago let a demon have his way with the kid, and now he's got a libido like you wouldn't believe and puts out enough lust thanks to some brand new telpathy that you just want to jump in and enjoy. He doesn't even have to try If you felt it just once...

Gillium: I am immune to such emotions.

Gene: Listen to you. "I am immune to such emotions". I wish you knew what they felt like, then you'd understand.

Gillium: I would not be an appropiate mediary for this diary if I had emotions to confuse my judgement.

Gene: Damn...you're got me there. /sighs/ Anyway, I got yanked before I got a chance to officially apologize. Omi told me what we did was good...that it wasn't me, but the kid is so sweet that may have just been an attempt to soothe. I want to find out for sure.

Gillium: That is understandable. Would you like me to have my droid awake and seek him out?

Gene: No, no...this has to be done face to face. I have to be there.

Gillium: I understand. Then what shall you do in the meantime?

Gene: /sighs/ I guess I go talk to Jim. I gotta find out what's up with him, even if I don't like the answer. I still love him, even if he doesn't want me. If I can't have him I can at least let him know he wasn't just some one night stand or a replacement for Juste and Schu.

Gillium: /blinks/ I think he knows, Gene. You have a guest.

Gene: /looks over his shoulder and spies Jim in the doorway and makes a quiet oath/ Fuck! /smiles at Jim and speaks from the corner of his mouth/ Save as is and get rid of the evidence FAST! I'm going to go stall before he sees any of this.

Gillium: Right away, Gene. /posts as is/

posted by Gene Starwind 12:21 AM
Tuesday, July 15, 2003
Gene: /barrells into the room, and begins pacing heavily/

Gillium: Gene? Are you well? You seem agitated.

Gene: /snarls/ Oh, well there's a fucking brilliant observation!

Gillium: /blinks/

Gene: /sighs/ You should patent that look. I don't know how it does what it does, but... /plops into a chair/ I slept with Jim.

Gillium: I beg your pardon?

Gene: Me, Jim, sex. Any of that computing?

Gillium: It was my impression you were waiting until he was older.

Gene: I know.

Gillium: At least until his body had matured somewhat.

Gene: I know.

Gillium: Not to mention the legal age in this area is--

Gene: I KNOW!!!

Gillium: May I inquire what made you decide to disregard your previous decision?

Gene: I don't know.

Gillium: You humans are very peculiar.

Gene: /blows a raspberry, then sighs/ Alright, I do know...I just don't know how I could let my libido get the better of me. It's like this. Jim noticed I'd been moping about and came into the room to talk. I wasn't at my best, so it took a bit of time to get my attention.

Gillium: Can I take that to mean you were drunk?

Gene: Hey! I wasn't that fucking drunk!

Gillium: Whatever you say, Gene.

Gene: /drops his head to the desk with a loud clunk/ Oh who am I kidding? I was pratically marinating in booze. I swear I'm going off the stuff.../spies a bottle nearby/ tommorow /grabs the bottle and opens it/ Tommorow is always good. /takes a deep drink, then spits it out/

Gillium: /blinks/

Gene: Natsy! What the fuck? /looks at the label/ Fuck, it must have gone to vinegar. /lets out a long breath/ So...anyway. He comes in there, and gets me to talking. I end up spilling the beans over everything that had been happening. After giving me a lecture on karma he starts dragging me to the bed for some rest. We stumbled along the way and I ended up on top of him. /cuts off then goes to drink, remembers it's vinegar, and makes a grimace before he starts digging up a bottle of something decent from somewhere under his cot, talking from underneath/ He felt so nice...I just meant to hold him a little while. I even asked if I could just hold him a little while. I fall asleep and when I wake up I'm still half baked and there's this warm body next to me. I guess I kissed before I thought and then he responded and the whole fucking thing snowballed. /tosses out various items/

Gillium: If I may make an observation. Jim does not seem upset at this turn of events.

Gene: That's why I'm worried. He hasn't called me a perv or a cheezball or even a jerk all weekend. That's not like him.

Gillium: I see...I assumed you were starting to get along.

Gene: We always get along, arguing is how we show affection.

Gillium: Is that what you call it?

Gene: /blows another raspberry/ Look, I need something decent to drink or I'll never be able to finish this. I'm heading for the galley. Just post whatever and I'll catch-up on it later.

Gillium: As you wish, Gene /posts as is/

posted by Gene Starwind 11:03 PM
Thursday, July 03, 2003
Gillium: Ah, Gene. I take it you wanted to make an entry in your journal. I’ll access the files right away.

Gene: /nods then plops down in the chair and runs his hands over his face/

Gillium: ...Gene?

Gene: /peeks out between his fingers/ Hrrmm?

Gillium: /blinks/ Have you been imbibing in alcohol again?

Gene: /switches chin to palm and hiccups/ Whatever gave you that idea?

Gillium: Aside from your slightly slurred speech, bloodshot eyes, and the fact you have a rather large bruise forming where your elbow connected with the chair’s arm and yet you haven’t seemed to notice?

Gene: /blearily lifts said arm to stare at the large red bruise that is rapidly starting to go purple and shrugs/ Sho what if I had a teeny drink? /lets the arm drop, barely missing another collision/ I think I’m entitled.

Gillium: That may well be, but I hardly think it is an appropriate time to make a journal entry.

Gene: /waves a hand/ Just, do it anyway. I need to get some stuff out. /sighs and irritably shoves some of the stray strans of his growing hair away from his forehead/

Gillium: As you wish, Gene. I’ll do my best to decipher on your behalf.

Gene: /blows a half-hearted raspberry/ It’s not like I’m always drunk. Hell…I’d been doing pretty damn good at keeping it to just one or two ever since I was with Juste and Schu. /sighs/ I guess I just suck without them around. I never thought I’d get stuck here without them. I sorta figured if I wasn’t with them in this time I’d still have the Inne, but Fate has decided to be a bitch again. That or Lady Luck decided to stick with with her ugly stepsister. /humorless laugh/

Gillium: Would you like me to see if Juste is available? My drone is still at the Inne.

Gene: /sighs/ Nah, forget it…it’s just not the same. /lays his head down and looks at Gillium/ You’re lucky you know. You’re always there. You always have a place to escape. You always have the Inne.

Gillium: /blinks/ I don’t think that I really need an escape, Gene. I’m still just a computer.

Gene: /shakes his head and lifts the Gillium drone/ Yeah, right…and Mel is just an android. Nah, both of you are pretty damn unique. /tilts Gillium to one side/

Gillium: Gene! Please stop that. You know keeping me off center can ruin my center of gravity.

Gene: /giggles/ Wonder what you’d be like if you had a real body? I picture you something like that guy Sanzon. Permanent frown.

Gillium: /huffs/ I find that rather offensive.

Gene: Whaat? /chuckles and sets Gillium back down/ He’s cute…just pissy. /sighs and sits his chin in his palm again/ I even miss that guy. /looks at the wall/ I saw someone who reminded me of Juste today.

Gillium: Ah…hence the drinking/

Gene: /lopsided grin/ See, you can put 2 and 2 together. /makes his way over to his cot and flops back/ I thought I was going to be cool, but…damn. Seeing him and his boyfriend made me remember all I missing. I started worrying about all this stuff I told myself I wouldn’t. I started worrying somehow he’s start liking Meier better and when I go back I won’t have a place here or there.

I started worrying that Schu wouldn’t understand and they’d end up fighting again.

I started worrying that maybe I won’t see either of them again period.

/sighs and rolls over/ Then I started feeling lonely. I so wanted to go to a club tonight…even started to, but one I was at the door I just couldn’t do it. It just doesn’t hold the same appeal it used to. /shakes his head/ I’m supposed to be Gene Starwind. Always cool, always ready for fun and adventure…now it’s hard to give a flying fuck. I just want to get back to Juste and Schu. I don’t even care about the bounty as much anymore. If he hadn’t pissed me off I wouldn’t still be chasing his sorry ass.

Gillium: I do believe those are all signs of depression. Perhaps you should seek another outlet…a hobby perhaps?

Gene: /glares, then suddenly sits and claps a hand over his mouth before running for the lavatory/

Gillium: Or not… /waits a few minutes, then decides to post as is when Gene is not forthcoming/

posted by Gene Starwind 4:51 PM
Sunday, June 08, 2003
Gillium: Good morning, Gene.

Gene: /looks a bit disgruntled and waves a hand/ Whatever, just start recording.

Gillium: ...of course, Gene.

Gene: Well, as the last entry says. I found them. I found Juste and Schu, but I wasn't able to spend as much time with them as I wanted. I promised to get that bounty after all.

Gillium: You do not sound very enthusiatic.

Gene: That'd be because I just found out where he's hiding.

Gillium: I take it we will have trouble entering?

Gene: Oh no...I can get us in...just not the way I'd prefer. /holds up a disk and slide it into the drive/

Gillium: ....oh my.

Gene: Exactly.

Gillium: I had no idea such an establishment could exist.

Gene: Oh trust me Gillium, there's a buisness for every fetish, including this one.

Gillium: I take it you will have to pretend to be a client.

Gene: No.

Gillium: Part of the staff then? A janitor, or--

Gene: /shakes his head/ No.

Gillium: Oh.

Gene: /sighs and buries his face/ I can't believe I have to do this again.

Gillium: I take it this is what had Jim so amused earlier?

Gene: /face still buried, nods/

Gillium: I see.

Gene: /opens fingers to peek out/ They've gone to get the appropiate clothing. Damn...I really hate this. Suzu and Aisha are going to tease me too. I just know it, just look at the way Jim laughs every time he looks at me.

Gillium: It will be worth it if you manage to get him out.

Gene: /uncovers face/ Oh, we'll get him out alright. Suzu and Aisha will see to the muscle work since I can't use my gun. I just have to control the urge to rip out throats if someone hits on me.

Gillium: You don't plan to participate in the activities, do you?

Gene: /snarls/ Hell no! I just found Juste and Schu, there's no way I'm giving it up to some slimeball with a drag fetish!

Gillium: Of course.

Gene: /sighs/ I am so glad I told them I'd handle this one on my own. I really don't need even more humiliation.

Gillium: I'm sure they would not judge you, Gene. Despite their amusement, everyone knows that you are doing this for their benefit.

Gene: Yeah...I guess.

Gillium: Have you decided what you will do after this?

Gene: I suppose I split up the bounty and stay put. You don't mind Earth that much do you?

Gillium: No, of course not, but what of our crew?

Gene: I'm not entirely sure. I suppose I have to let them decide.

Gillium: Melfina has expressed loyalty to you. She will stay if you desire.

Gene: /smiles/ Nice to know I won't loose my navigator. I guess we'll just have to wait and see on the rest. Jim will stay too, but I don't know about Suzu and Aisha.

Gillium: I am certain they will tell you in time.

Gene: Yeah.../stands up/ Tell you what, Gillium. I'm going to go talk to them for a bit. I'll do the journal later.

Gillium: Certainly, Gene.

Gene: Later. /waves/

Gillium: Until then, Gene. /posts as is/

posted by Gene Starwind 12:54 AM
Monday, May 26, 2003
Gillium: Gene! Are you certain this is the wisest decision?

Gene: /steers the hoverbike they’re currently on around a tree/ Of course!! We’re guaranteed privacy since I sent the others after our bounty. What better time to make an entry?

Gillium: /eyes wide as the landscape zipping by them/ Perhaps in a more sturdy craft? If we should crash this drone would not survive the impact.

Gene: /swoops under a low lying branch/ Like I would? Now quit whining and start recording!

Gillium: I already have Gene.

Gene: Great! Now then...this is what...our 12th attempt?

Gillium: I believe it is our 13th attempt, Gene.

Gene: Hey! Lucky 13, fate will be on our side this time!

Gillium: I certainly hope so Gene.

Gene: Hey, don’t be so glum! You gotta look on the bright side... /the bike bursts through the edge of the forest and out into an open area/ See? We’re out of the forest and the estate is still perfectly intact. /slows to a walking speed and points to a very gothic building looming on the horizon/

Gillium: Hmm, it does appear to be 18th century architecture, that is promising at least.

Gene: /stops the bike and hops off, picking Gillium up from his perch inside a Lucite container set between the handlebars/ Now, then...lets start looking. Two sets of eyes are better than one after all.

Gillium: Perhaps we can begin with that fence...in Juste era, areas fenced off in such a manner usually served as either gardens or cemetaries.

Gene: /grins/ See? I told you, you'd be useful. /goes over to the fence, noticing a few tombstones beyond it, obviously ancient, but also well cared for/ Well, here's hoping. /follows the fence until he finds the gate and goes inside/ You look that way, I'll look this way.

Gillium: /nods by shifting his eyes/

Gene: /kneels by a small statue of an angel cradling a man and reads the weathered plaque/ Maxim Kischine.... /smiles/ It has to be him! It has to be that guy Juste cared about! /stands and bows to the statue respectfully/ Thanks, Maxim...I promise I'll find him...and I'll take good care of him.

Gillium: /blinks/ Gene....

Gene: /rubs back of head and cackles/ Well, enough with the sentimental stuff. Let's find that mark. /looks around, trying to judge by date, then notices the mausoleum and the door lying on the ground nearby, becoming overgrown with plant life/ Hmm...this looks...interesting. /walks toward it/

Gillium: Gene, are you certain it is wise to simply walk into a crypt without permission? Need I remind you of what happened at that other cemeta--

Gene: /lightly shakes the droid/ Hey! How was I supposed to know that gravekeeper would show up for maintence at midnight? Besides, there's no door, it's not like they're making an attempt to keep people out!

Gillium: /blinks/ Please refrain from doing that again...it's unsettling.

Gene: /steps into the small building/ Yeah, yeah, whatever! /looks around, eyes taking in the dusty altar, and the indent in the dust that indicates something coffin shaped was there for quite a while as it built up/ Hmm...lousy housekeep--

Gillium: Gene...there is something on the far wall.

Gene: /blinks and looks where directed, noticing the shimmer and moves closer, gasping as it becomes a bit clearer and runs the rest of the way/ This....this is...

Gillium: The same mark Mr. Schuldig bears...

Gene: /closes his eyes/ We've found him...we've found them! /eyes open and he lifts Gillium, twirling happily/ Ha ha! We did it, Gillium! We proved we share the same reality!

Gillium: I am happy for you, Gene, but you still must locate them.

Gene: /smile falls a little/ Geez, just ruin my joy why don't ya?

Gillium: I apologize, but it is a valid point.

Gene: Hrmmm...well, it's obvious somebody has been taking care of the rest of the cemetary, this is the only spot that wasn't cared for. I say we go pay a housecall to the people that own the mansion. They might know something.../grins/ aaaand, they might be eating dinner!

Gillium: /blinks/

Gene: Whaaat? /starts heading out/ Anybody that lives in a place that big is bound to have food to spare for a poor lost traveler.

Gillium: Gene....

Gene: What? /getting upset/

Gillium: We have company. /opens slightly to extend a little arm and point at a figure by the gate/

**There is a lone man leaning in the gateway to the cemetary. His hair is long and copper red and he's wearing tight white jeans and a tight dark green t-shirt.**

Gene: Uhhh....Gillium?

Gillium: Yes, Gene?

Gene: Save and post as is.

Man: /straightens and starts walking, menacingly towards the duo/

Gillium: Of course, Gene. /posts as is/

posted by Gene Starwind 1:12 AM
Thursday, May 22, 2003
Gene: /takes a seat and wipes his brow/ Whew...am I glad to be back. That guy is a slave driver.

Gillium: I assume you're referring to the gentleman that hired you earlier?

Gene: /nods/ Yeah! /cracks his neck and stretches/ Guy had me hauling stuff all day in normal G. Still. /pulls out a wad of bills and waves them/ I paid so I ain’t gonna complain.

Gillium: Was that not what you did when you first arrived?

Gene: /razz/ Anyway...I thought you might like to know this means we can leave this dusty old port and head for Romania.

Gillium: You seem to be quite driven to accomplish your mission.

Gene: Of course I am! If I find the mark I can tell Juste or Schu the next time I get to the Inne, then we can figure out a way to meet each other.

Gillium: What will you do if you are unsuccessful? You’ve invested all our funds into this one trip, we might not be able to return home.

Gene: /waves hand/ Ahh, I’ll worry about that when it happens. After all, we got this far, right?

Gillium: That is true...but should we really rely upon luck for something so essential?

Gene: Hey! Remember, guys who think big...

Gillium: I recall the speech, Gene. You’ve said it often enough. I just don’t want you to become disillusioned should this fail to turn out the way you had hoped.

Gene: Don’t worry about it! I wasn’t lying about that million wong bounty fleeing to Earth. I’ll just convince the others he might be hanging around Romania, do my little bit of searching, then after I find the mark we go after this guy for real. Easy!

Gillium: If you say so, Gene. I can’t argue.

Gene: /grins/ Well, I’m gonna freshen up a bit. Maybe I’ll get lucky and drop in at the Inne tonight. Need me some fun time. /smirks and stands up/ Save and post as is, Gillium. I want a record of my brilliance to look back on in the future.

Gillium: /sweatdrop/ Whatever you say, Gene.

Gene: /cackles as he heads for the showers/

Gillium: Perhaps I should have told him of my discussion with Juste... /blinks a few times/ No...that’s definitely not a logical consideration. /posts as is/

posted by Gene Starwind 7:50 PM



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